late bloomer

sometimes it takes me awhile to catch onto things. a long while. my life has been monotonous at times, willingly imprisoning myself in my room... which jockeyed itself between fortress of solitude and 4 walls of metaphorical mirrors, showing me sides of myself i'd rather not see. What amazes me is the door was unlocked. i willingly kept myself in here for so long... even in my old place i did the same thing... now i feel as if time is a changin'. Someone has taken kindly to show me the side of things I havent had the where with all to do on my own. I feel almost indebted to this person for helping me let go of all I knew and allowing me to see the things I always knew to exist, just didnt know where they resided.'

thank you.